08 October 2007

The tall tale of magnet and metal.

Who was that black haired beauty?
What went through her mind as she cowered in a corner,
pushed firmly by the noise of open mouths and tongues.
That was the first time their eyes were in the same room.
That fatefully cold June afternoon,
when anticipation took a seat in their chairs,
and two kids smiled indifferently at each other
for the last time.

She was wide eyed and shy,
laughing too loud for herself when she tripped on her small feet.
He was old news.
Known and known and wanted,
truly remembered as laughable, easygoing, colorful and honest.
Did he notice her that first day?
She saw him, he was not the type to miss.

Tuesday came and she pulled out the paper
crumpled with sweat and almost impossible to read,
it did its job and a friendly "What's up?"
greeted her nervous ear.
That was all it took, and for nine months
Tuesday was heaven, nirvana.
On Tuesday, the world was always spinning.
On Tuesday, the girl with the closed lips fell in love.

He was worthy.
He touched her hair for the first time in the Gelato shop.
Long after voices and water took the place of dessert.
He was a little boy again.
Reaching reverently accross the table
and grinning as he tucked a strand of natural brown
back into its place behind her ear.

She was a masterpiece to him,
and he was home and salvation for her.
Dirty streets were yellow brick roads
and the world was full of artful possibilities.

The day in November when he exiled her to hell,
wide eyes, red lips and all,
she realized it wasn't bloody hot,
it was bone cracking cold.
She stood in front of the night sky
with an oversized coat and a pipe.
Smoking away her despair with every lonely drag.
He thought she was better off without him.
She'll believe that when the world turns upside down,
and heaven becomes icy hell.

No matter how many times he walked away,
they were like magnet and metal.
Years, people, miles, experience
none of it changed science.
Always back to talking,
this time about the shit in their lives,
two packs a day,
and failed attempts to start the world spinning again.

When he finally gave up and told her he loved her,
all she wanted was to lay her head on his shoulder
and feel his lips on her dirty brown hair.
But he sat accross from her instead of next to her,
and told her he couldn't make himself believe
he deserved her enough to take her.
They sat in blaring silence,
taking lonely drags off his pipe,
both in cold hell.
And even though he could have warmed her
with one fateful move,
he chose to laugh nervously, and tell her he liked her shoes.

These two are hardly kids smiling, indifferent.
They sit alone now.
Adults with smoke singed lungs and frozen toes.
dying in their mutual mistakes,
this is a tragedy to make Shakespeare proud.
The best thing that can happen for them now,
is the world turning upside down
and hell becoming heaven,
a glistening, frostbitten, isolated perfection.

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